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Friday, May 05, 2006,10:30 pm
A MOMENT LIKE THIS *
CHERIE LAOPO . CHEERR UP ): we both are in the situation. andd you're the only one who knows the whole thing . hmm . dont think so much yea ?haas . afiqahh said she liked the presents we gave herr . WEEE .we sangg happy birthday to herr like a GAZILLION times xDDi lovee her loads man . LOL . HAPPY BIRTHDAY .hmm . muust thank my shuunii laogong . last night helpp me so muchh . that i manage to study A LITTLE . thanks forr all the support !! (:i triedd hardd to concentrate today. i really did. i kept what shuni laogong saidd to me in mind. andd throughh the first paper i could . when it was overr, i was so happy. then i went off thinking andd thinking . and i FORGOT that afterr recess still have the chinese. so when mdm ruhaiza said 'put your bags in the front' i was like 'HUUHH ??'hmm . couldnt concentrate AT ALL lorhs . halfway reading through the first compre . my mind drifted off again . andd ten minutes later, i came back andd was like 'what was i doing ? ohh ya . compre . darn'haiis . i think im going to fail reaall badd. but, it doesnt seem to matter anymore. WHY ? i wanna concentratee on studying t0o. GRR .after sch0ol, went for my dental. he made me open my mouth SO LONG . haas . so xin kuu . dots. after that, passed by st margarets sec on my way home. saw the bball guurlls having training . haiis . memories returned AGAIN. gosh. i almost criedd. then my dad started asking me how i would describe cherie, him and myself. he said that i dont seem to be goal-driven. well, in a way. my goals are all in a mess. my expectations have been coming lower andd lower. i somehow find that none of my hopes andd dreams will come true . andd i find that im just CURSED . just plained CURSED.haas . i just watched one show AGAINST ALL ODDS . oh my goshh . its so niceee . me andd my sis kept crying. orr at least i was =xmust watch must watch xDD there was one guy. his dad and mum went to jail. andd when his mum came out . she married another man. and the step father kept trying to kill him . even put tried putting his headd in the ovenn !! the poor boy . was about 12 ? then he thought of commiting suicide . hmm . they didnt show that larhs . but then. it was in his testimony.then anotherr gurll . when her dad came out of jail . she tried to give him another chance. and everything was well. but THEN . her father tried to sell herr forr one hourr . for A LITTLE BIT OF DRUG . thats just being heartless lorhs . the poorr guurll. then she kept cutting her wrist. just to feel the pain.i cant imagine if my parents were like that .hmm . all children want is to be loved (:haas . yea . it was very inspirational .
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